Thursday, December 25, 2008

When everything lost meaning...

When butterfly lost its wings,
it would be only a prey for birds.

When a car lost its engine,
it would be only metals of junk.

When human lost their memories,
it would be only a shell for organs.

When I lost my mood on drawing,
my hand that holds the pencil,
lead that has been scratch with the paper,
would be erased over and over again.

When I lost the way of expression,
it would be a waste of inspiration across my soul.
This, is
When everything lost meaning...










I really hate myself when I couldn't draw. I really do.

Monday, December 22, 2008

today

OMG.. I passed my car test. 3 more days I shall get my license. Pheww... God bless...

I saw 1 Malay boy, his engine 'mati' more than 10 times... Everyone saw it lol. How 'paiseh' he was! Another case that is a girl who go 'langgar tiang'. 1 more accident is when a chinese girl came back from "On The Road" test, she drove her car into little drain.. Luckily she passed = =

Friday will be taking my license and my life is FREE from the bird cage!!!!!!!!!!!!




-God bless the day-

esok

esok aku ade test memandu.. cemasnye aku ni! let's hope for the best. gambateh desu~

apesal ngan aku ni, alah, holiday ni mmg mcm "couch slut" kut. apesal ngan aku?! Xmas dah nak sampai ni! lagi 1 minggu dah new year dah... ><

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

(Please Enter A Title)

On the same date of year 2007, I guess I was still an ordinary waiter serving those stupid and act-to-be-glamorous customers. Miss those moment though... With some colleague from Kampar, their mandarin is very Cantonese slang-ed. Even though some times, I broke glasses, I served thing onto the wrong table, "diao" by my a-kinda-fucker manager, so on and blablabla ...

This year, is totally a different thing! I turned 17 ( still a kid-looking one ), finally! I was able to take driving lesson! Can drive, can FLY~
I do slack some at home, tuition, tuiTION and TUITION. dota, dotA and DOTA! Form6 life, is not that hard as what I've imagined last year. What I need is disicpline, to finish up my homework given, to type tonnes of minute meeting's records and bunch of activities awaited me to be accomplished. 36 chapters of Physic, 20 over chapters of Pure Maths, 3 thick books of Chemistry, General Paper and lastly, a rather relaxing subject of all - MUET!!

Few days back, I tried to tidy up my room, and found out that I'VE LOST 1 CD of JAY CHOU!! I could find in nowhere! Damn... Sad la... Emo againz..




- a cup of Nescafe a day, keeps me high and gay -

Sunday, December 14, 2008

Things that I

HATE

1st: Fight and Argue (cos I'm small in size, winning rate : 0.00001%)

2nd: My size (Help me!!)

3rd: Pressure (cos it would make me frustrated)

4th: When I drew some shyt out of my hand (It's ugly, trust me)

5th: Tonnes of homework (I mean those short questions of maths, but loooooong answer is required)

6th: Lonely (ANYONE OUT THERE? I'm single lol)

7th: Cheat (try it out and you will know what I mean)



LOVE

1st: Drawing (It sure it is!! No doubt about it!!!)

2nd: Watch Movie (get myself inspired to draw and write!)

3rd: Hang out with some DUDES (they used to talk about, errr..... wait let me think... just about anything, in other words, talk cock)

4th: Hot Nice Coffee (Cappuccino, Latte, Mocha, Machiatto...)

5th: My hair (It's my life)

6th: Form6 life (started to enjoy it pretty well IF I know what to filter...)

7th: Love (duh!)

8th: DotA (A game that most of the girls don't understand why their boyfriend willing to spend time on it rather than with them and one of the MAJOR enemy of my parent!)

9th: Jay Chou! (I wrote at 9th of the list is because I almost forgot about it! OMG)

10th: De Ja Vu! (cos I REALLY know what would happen next in the future! XD it's my secret and it's fun!!)

11th: Sleep (Rest well to prepare for a long journey, AM I RIGHT? Tell me if I was wrong...)



CONCLUSION
7 things of hatred and 11 things I loved. I'm still a positive, normal, optimistic teenage after all... Even though...


Bangkia : Eh, why am I writing these shyt??
Bangkia's brain: How I know? Don't ask me!

Monday, December 8, 2008

class gathering of 5s2 '07

We have gathered at Ijok steamboat buffet in setia alam. So many old classmates, miss you guys so much. What we did there? We eat.. and eat.. and eventually, we ATE a lot... We talked a lot of cock there too. The place was full of our noice and voice. Is like a pasar malam... Yet, some of them couldn't make it to the gathering though. Hope that our next gathering would be a full-attendance one. ^^
-random shot-

-imagine that went into our stomach-

-take a closer look again before u made any conclusion-
-3 balls left in the Tomyam part-
-eh, SS queen Wan Yee, Pei Wah and Teck Hong haven't ready laa-

-cam nilah baru betul!-

-guess what, ahkiat 'bi' pattern, summore got female bodyguard (Tiffy and Erin)-

-Lastly, SS queen with me!!-

We all had a great night!! ^^

Sunday, December 7, 2008

你长大了

你长大了!今天在JJ里,遇见你,你,给我的感觉,真的不一样了!=)
看见你在F.O.S工作,还不确定,那个人就是你,哈哈。仔细再看一下咯,真的是你。XD
心想,下一下你吧,哈哈……

慢慢的,偷偷的,走到你身后。

“小姐,我想买这件衣服!”

“哈…………哈!是你!”

你笑了。感觉,你不再是以前的你了。好多好多,那一年的记忆,闪过我眼前。我,也微笑了。我们彼此都长大了…谢谢你给我的记忆。一个很完美的初中三…






-我的初恋-

Friday, December 5, 2008

Last Catch-up

In the month of December, I've found my superhero. One of my relative (don't know how to address his status in English), became my Maths tuition teacher =)

I am trying my very best to catch everything I missed out this year.

1st: My Maths!! is now completed 20% like that.

2nd: My Chemistry!! haven't really started.

3rd: My Physic!! Another diao subject = =

Holiday still left about 1month.

P/s: I play DotA more than I sleep. @@

P/s: My hair is long again. But next year have to cut short. Stupid school rules.




Philosophy of the day
Mr Ponnu says: Everyone does indeed own a house, but not everyone has a home.

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

Christmas lahh

Dah December dah. Can't wait for X'mas!! The feeling of sad and happy, all rojak together lah, alamak nasi lemak!! Ish..

How should I say? Erm, sad because of memories. Happy because I'm getting excited. Worry because She's going to Thailand where so much of political unstable, airports were hijacked. Blur because I don't really have plan on Christmas. Endless emotions that would inspired me to write more more and MORE stories. @@


I dunno, IF you still remember me onot, or even IF you knew that I always visit your blog. Anyway, take care, Shirlynn... =)

Saturday, November 29, 2008

miscellaneous

I found this picture. Can you interpret it?

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

futsal

Futsal time! It's been a loooong time since my last futsal experience. Yiqian, the master of the sohai planner (that's what Samz told me) , jio us to futsal again!



But, letihlah, I admit I would only sleep and sleep in my home if there's no such activities...
I've been leaving healthy life far away and now, I'm getting my health back! I sweat a lot!


Ok, ciaoz. Sleepy. zzZZ

Thursday, November 13, 2008

malaysian police - cocker of all profession

Today my dad sort of "over pass the red light" and so coincidentally 1 fat sun spec wearer indian police popped out!
Below were the conversation between that 'caffeine addict' police.


Police : Hello, Good Morning Boss, hmm.. (smiling)
Dad : Sorry la, Sir, just us 1 chance la. I'm driving my child to tuition. Rushing with time la. (smiling)
Police : Yeah, I know la. But i'm on duty la. Show me your driving license.
Dad : (taking out license) Just give us chance la. Now you are stopping me here, my kid will be late to tuition.
Police : If you want to buat rayuan, you boleh type 1 surat rayuan, send to atas there (his pihak atasan) la. Mereka mungkin akan reduce saman paying.
Dad : Come on la, now i'm real late.
Police : Sorry la sir, just now i was going to stop that guilty Mercedes. Macam mana I tau itu nombor 30 punye kereta come out. (my dad's car's number plat is 30) = =

After some cock he talked, he returned my dad's driving license. Then he said.

Police : Ok la Boss, you bagilah sikit teh minum, macam tulah semue mudah skit. You senang I senang.

My dad took out RM20 that he has prepared and sort of 'siap' to him. He 'kit' it and off that fat-ass police gone...

I was thinking, how ridiculous it is... So, i asked my dad, how if I drive outside and get caught by police? (cos i don't have license yet) So, i can just pay those caffeine addict some and off I go? My dad says, "sure, if you are rich enough. = = "






Malaysia Boleh! Apa-apa pun Boleh!

Monday, November 3, 2008

If I Could Tell

I couldn't tell
How much I miss you
How suffer I am for being alone
How I cheer and tear for movies
Movies that full of emotions
Movies of our dramatic memories
Movies that brought me to inspiration


I couldn't tell
If I was once your beloved
If you were falling to me
If there was love
Even the fact is there
Even the reality never lies
Because fate always the playful one


I loved, I love and I will love
Somebody special as you
Somebody that I could share with no one


If I could tell
When earth stops moving
When time stops ticking
It's when I will stop my love to you.







If I could tell

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Dear Sister

Dear Sister,

Ever since your presence, my peaceful life shattered into pieces. From the day you learned to talk, you learned to argue with me. When you started to walk, you started to block my way of life by stepping on my head. My tolerance, paid me injuries, bruises, pain and scars. I was just trying to live my life, alright? Stop those fuck up would ya?

Friends around always curious for the reason I can't get along with my sister. I smiled. When we were outside of our home sweet home, you pull down your beautiful shinning mask with a totally different personality as if you are Ichigo in Bleach. Your charming smile, your cute way of talking, melts everyone's heart. What they didn't see is the Mr Hyde of yours, and I'm the only witness. Yet, I could only sympathize those noobs, that still getting along with you. Your literally "boyfriend", your lovely "sisters" and those flies and bees that constantly messaging you for 24-7.

My belongings? Nah... My surf pants, my T-shirts, my jackets, my school shoes, just almost everything, were all been 'dis-virgin-ise' by your lovely lotion scent. I wonder it takes how long for my underwears to take their turns... You said your closet don't have much choice, so you BORROW from me without my permissions. Now I tell you what! In fact, you are given too much of choices until it reaches certain point that you can't made up your dinosaur mind. Your cloths were probably 4 times more than mine. And when I wear the same thing for functions, you start complaining that I looked dull as I always pick the same shirts and jeans. May I ask? When you are 'borrowing' my belongings, does that cross-over your ostrich mind? I don't think so, pal.

You are twice of my size, and of course, you are smart too. Whenever parents not in, you are just a computer freak, facing the computer from the moment I haven't even open my eyes until 7 in the evening? Gosh you have a strong eye-sight! No wonder you wear a contact lenses. And when the clock is ticking, you only start tidying up the house, sweeping the floor, mopping the floor and bla-bla-bla. Whenever you need my help, you would soften your voice, purring all the way to please me like a adorable pussy-cat, in other way round, whenever you don't need me, you acted like a persian cat, hissing, meow-ing and show its sharp damage-doing claws.

As for me? Have I been given respect as a elder brother? Let me answer that A-B-C question. The answer is NO. You are just treating me like a toy. You want it, you play it ; you tired of it, you can only find me in the rubbish sites. Arguments between us, full of verbal vulgarity. The words that came out of your salivary mouth, almost unbelievable. I told some of my best friends about it, they too gave me an eye-popping, jaws-loosening expression.

I'm sicked and tired of it! Now no matter what fucking accident or incident happened to you, Sorry, It's NONE of my business. Hands clean, hands off~ I will only say, God Bless...

Everytime I promised myself not to be nice to you anymore, my heart just won't listen to me. But when a sleeping volcano erupted, the damages done is just massive. Things are different this time. I ain't playing 'masak-masak' this time, you got me? No fucking conversation, no eye contact, NOTHING! You've got served!

I knew, my parent would be sad if they read this very article. Sorry mum and dad! I'm doing cool here, all just me, me and me. Things were irreversible, you will get used to it, mum and dad. When I'm done with my studies, I'm done with this sister. No more staying under the same roof!




....


It's a shame, wasn't it?


....



I've lost every hope on this sister... But nevermind, I've gained back my way of life as a better conclusive ending... Oh ya, this will be the last time I address you as SISTER.

Friday, October 24, 2008

Just Irony , Just Emo

Yeah, whatever~

Just feel like crapping here


After a exam Tsunami, I guess I'm free for the moment. Before I have to make my holiday plan and catch up everything i missed out for this year?

People were studying before Chemistry paper that just happened to be on today, doing the last summary review and memory refresh. What I've done? My heavy head was on my cushion-stuff item hanged on my pencil box. Hello, is a 'School-Time-Pillow', probably for about, 2hours?


"Wow VT, you've just rejuvenated yourself and I guess that's it, you are so well-prepared for the Chemistry paper, aren't you?" One of my classmate asked.

"Yeah, you could say that too. If I was recharged just then, is it useful where no knowledge can be applied as my brain went blank? Not more than 15% of the whole god damn Chemistry knowledge I've got, dude, what makes you think that I was fully-prepared? Everything is just so Fucked-up!" I replied.

"Nah, you are just faking around." He added.

"LOL?!" I was trying very hard to control my temper. I walked away eventually.




凸(=-=")凸



Throughout the exam week, I downloaded few love-themed movie. I watched it, I emo-ed. Thoughts appeared in my mind.

"Is it that love will only show its 'perfectness' beyond the shadow of death?"

"Why is love role-played in those movies always related to death?"

"Will that happened to me?"

Yet, the answers can be found in nowhere. As I was watching the actors grieved for their loved one, my cheeks gone wet and I got a little running nose for some reason.



I am posting this around 3.15am, and a 30 minutes MUET listening part is some where around the corner, few hours later. Another 4hours and 30minutes to sleep in class... Feel the sensation...

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

birthday or birdday?

Definition of birthday, probably is one of the most complicated question in the world. Dude, believe it or not!

1) ones' day of birth

2) ones' mother's day of hardship

3) ones' guilty day ( for causing his/her mother to suffer in the process of offspring-producing )





What's more?! The first day of final exam falls with extra-accuracy on my birthday! Cheers and gratz me please... Anyone? Considering the subjects tested were the easier one. General Paper and MUET essay writting. Gosh! That freaking MUET essay, I almost couldn't finish it. WTH man... And for the General Paper, i guess not much problem for me and also my classmate. duh!



* * * * * * * * *

Section D

Please fill-in the blank with the MOST suitable answer.

The following days which are going to test the knowledge of Pure Mathematics, Extravaganza Chemistry and Fully-formulated Physics. Oh yeah! Bring it on babe. Those 3 subjects are the EASIEST subjects _________________ . That's why I L.O.V.E it...


a) -
b) to score
c) to fail
d) to fall asleep
e) to get high ! (definitely not this answer)



The End of the Paper. Good Luck in picking the correct answer!

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Jay Chou



i drew him.. since i so free and slack at home everyday.. lol.. any comment? i know the head is a bit big.. haha.. forgive me.. i got problem in measuring the ratio..

Saturday, October 11, 2008

c'est la vie

My life...

Studies...


Lost in the midst of exams...



Love...


Vanished beyond my imagination...



Friendship....

When I was emo-ing...

A tap on my shoulder
A comfort from friends around me
A laughter of joy
A support

All of 'em
The reasons why I choose to accept the way of my life...













C'est la vie...

Friday, October 10, 2008

disappointment

MPPTE

As what I believed, each and everyone of MTE member tried their very best to make the event success. The outcome is rather a disappointment though. After the event, dilemma haunt me like a ghost automatically. Frankly speaking, IT SUX!

Any objection? I guess the answer is no. Stared on my name tag before I took it off from my uniform, questions popped-out in my brain.

"So this is it? After what we have done?"
I felt asleep eventually.

I would like to ask, what is post mortem? Is a meeting in which every AJK have to attend and discussion is made after every events, right? What's more? Segala kesilapan harus dibincangkan agar tiada kesilapan yg sama berlaku pd masa kelak. Don't you agree? Yet, post mortem held in the MTE room today, 7 person disappeared into thin air. Afraid of being scold? Or so sia suey untill don't have the guts to face us? I hope YOU BETTER BE TRUE OF WHAT EVER REASON GAVE FOR NOT TURNING UP!

Everyone has its own role, human do mistakes. Just admit it la! I confessed. There's lots of grammatical error in my invitation for each upper six class. Is it so hard to admit your fault?
I really really hope that you all can coperate and give commitment to MTE. Any dissatisfaction, the door is always there for YOU, self-serve pls !

We are indeed great potential and skillful team. Communication is the key factor. I am not blaming whose fault. What I want is the semangat! The willingness when making one activity. The teamwork. The friendship. I understand that this is our first activity as we all are just inexperienced for major event in new environment.

Re-consideration of mentality. Re-arrangement of attitude. Re-charge your spirit. And vroooom!
Guys, let's make a difference...

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

15days plan

Final exam is just around the corner. 15days more to go. It seems like I have finally found the push for myself. Study has almost become my daily routine, I promise, for the sake of just about anything, I will study hard and finish these 2 years of Form6 life.

Time Table for myself :

Morning 6am~1pm - Schooling

Afternoon 1pm~7pm - Tuition, extra-curricular activities, rest at my grandma house. (I've trained myself not to slack between this time range)

Night 7pm~1am - TV (couple of minutes) > Homework > revise! > Computer session > zzZ

Credits to Kai Jun, whom teaches my Physics.
Credits to Thiam Chun, my maths guide.
Credits to Sheng Yu, a rather Chemistry Pro.
Credits to my classmate. You all inspired me to be a hardworking learner.
Credits to my thinking. It's you that makes me to gain the willingness.

Sometimes, school teachers are just ordinary talkers. They are just another hopeless species appeared in front of my eyes. There are exceptional though.

Sunday, October 5, 2008

school finally reopen

Holiday finally ends. I was thinking of things i've done in holidays. Is countable with my 10 fingers. LOL..

I did revise A LITTLE ( and i mean it.)

I went to Sunway Pyramid and buy some new cloths for my cousin's wedding, and met Ah Beng there so coincidently. ( Happy ^^ )

The rest of it, is rather time-wasting activities. ( you know what i mean =-=" )

Tomorrow is monday. Have to put on those unnecessary school uniform tie and it's freaking hot! Boring~

Another 15 days i will face a stupid dilemma. 20th Oct. It's 1st day of lower6 year-end exam. Guess what?? It's my 17th BIRTHDAY... yea it's not sweet year for me to celebrate that stupid birthday. LOL. =-="

-sms'ing in canton bay restaurant lol-
-my sister took this photo miscellaneously (hungry lerh, why food haven't served yet?)-

-tasting the mango sago... perfecto!-

-this is what i called mango sago-

-eating ifu mie ( sort of seafood + fried mee )-

-err.. lol?-



p/s: my sister edited those photo. Memandangkan she so SS, i will give her a surprise!
-tada! her SS photo is here!-

Friday, October 3, 2008

awarded lol?


Special thanks to Eva, lol..
Okay, i accept the award, but i don't know how to award other people la. Looking the list of awarded blog in Eva's blog. I do agree, lol.. So, i no need to nominate any other blogger, uh, is that okay? aiks.. haha..

I've put this picture on my storymode~
Once again, thanks ya, Eva... XD

silent wish

Memories can make a person sick or happy. It depends. For me, it's rather a soothing and memorable one. Yet i knew, those were irreplaceable. If i was given a second chance, will i make the same mistake(s)?

The most memorable, as usual, was the happiest, sweetest, and most lovely memories. In my life history, yea i guess i did have one... er... may be two. One was my first love, the puppy love as many adults say. It reminds me a girl, that has lead me to brighter side of life. My maths improved drastically? Yeah... She helped me a lot on study. I passed my PMR with kinda flying colours (8As) for the sake of her. XD

Thanks, JL.


Second one? haha... It's been stored deeply in my heart. Erm.. how should i describe?? She's a cousin of one of my friend? Yeah. Still remembered that the first look ignited the sparks within my heart. =-=
The heartbeat. The warmth on my face. The sweet smile. The dream. Everything. Although i could only enjoy such feeling for about not more than 2 months, it's definitely a huge satisfaction.

every time i visit your blog, i feel relieved ; as long as u are alright, as far as my life goes on. And of course, the Silent Wish will not fade off.

It's u, L.



the person who loves coffee,
~bangkia~

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

Piracy vs Original

Piracy vs Original

Recently, Jay Chou's album is coming out! But yet, online piracy is just so AWESOME for the sake of uh... i mean it's really freaked me out! Crazy enough, i heard that my friend got the whole complete album within 1 night?! What's more?! It's totally FREE!! Damn! and these phenomenon happens before the debut though...

And, if this doesn't reach a certain kind of persuasion among my blog readers, believe it or not, u may go to google search, and enter keyword such as Jay Chou new album song, or 周杰伦 魔杰座, the search will show u a surprising result!

I made myself a comparison between piracy and original as there's so much of piracy activities out there, making profits and build gold mountains behind their house..


speed
piracy wins

endurance
original wins

supporter
piracy wins

price
piracy wins

quality
no win nor lose

final score
piracy wins by 3-1

but... so what?! I AM still and forever will support the original ones... blek Xp
what can u do to me?

if i shout on the street, "i am holding an original copy of Jay Chou new album!!"
what's the consequences? nothing.

how if, i shout that, "i am selling piracy DVDs or CDs of Jay Chou new album!!"
everyone will start coming towards me, but not punch me and bring to me police, who knows, i might build my own gold mountain!!!

Monday, September 29, 2008

bo-ring BoRiNg HOLIDAY

feel like crapping here as my 1-week-holiday, is literally H-O-L-I-D-A-Y.

1) i have no car to drive out.. (err i've got no liscence yet aiks)
2) everyday stay at home, on computer and off computer (play sien liao)
3) revision (loads and loads of it, but i where got so hardworking)
4) tv also on and off (no programme de)
5) home with my sister (crap!)
6) eat and sleep (zZZ)

Hell Of Life Is Dull And er..... Yuks?!

yea.. i guess dat's it.. =/
can any1 save me from such holiday??

Saturday, September 27, 2008

the MPPTE invitation card final design


dis is the design.. hmm.. hopefully seniors would like it as much as i do.. lol.. MPPTE is just around the corner. muz gambateh ne~

7788, is the number i can use to describe to whole flow of preparation. god bless.. haha..


p/s: ignore the date.. aiks.. wrong liao de.. haha..

Saturday, September 20, 2008

craze for drama is kinda scary thing...

since when i don't even know by myself that i have craze for drama.. i owez chase episode by episode.. and when the drama ends.. a feeling of down will happen on me.. mayb i put too much feeling into that particular drama? guess so.. haha.. even my story i wrote in bangkiastorymode, is also inspired by a taiwanese hokkien speaking drama..

the love story inside..
the family affair..
the neighbourhood..
and..
the history..

but mostly i concentrate on the love part.. although is kinda kiddy but for me, is my fantasy.. i know dat such thing wont happen in real world.. is fantasy will make me fall into their storyline and couldnt get up? i fear for dat too.. i have to control myself now! not to go too deep into it.. cos at the end, it's still.. a movie or acting.. right? with such question, i recover.. thx for some friends who can guide the way out from the drama fantasy... scary lerh!

slap slap my face**

Saturday, September 13, 2008

the lost and the find

lol.. after i lost my delta book, the next day, i lost my shoes!
i put on the shoe rack in front of school's library.. dunno which BABI stole it.. i mean he left his same brand old 'beggar' shoes and exchange it with mine.. and i was so curious how the heck he managed to slip his foot into my shoe.. i mean, my shoe is smaller than his.. 2 size smaller!!

and it made my day.. totally upside down... fuck U!
i swear no matter wat, if let me find u, i'll send u to hell and enjoy the rest of ur life there..
R.I.UP ( Rest In UnPeace )

Luckily thing change... a bit laa.. i found my delta book though.. haha... god bless..

Thursday, September 11, 2008

a dotZz.. a dotZz.. and.. a dot-dot-dot

another fking day..
at school:
we cr8 our own 4 SS periods and i talk so many cock with ying kwong, weng kit, and chi kuan in library.. after dat 2 period of 'SS', we go into our muet period and back to class.. ying kwong and i continue our life stories in class..

after school, i went RN meeting, i thot got MTE meeting, den suddenly cancelled. rili fking*

at kp:
so happy i thot that i was going to have enjoyable moment of bowling @@
fking again when i just cant play well..

nvm, i play til too syok, i forgot bout my tuition book ( i borrow frm fren oso-nid to copy note )
guess wat? i LOST it.. GG now.. fking fking fking F.U.C.K !
dunno how to explain to my fren now.. is 1 delta notebook thick book.. WTF man..

at home:
see my sis, sien.. everyday go home, watch movie, play comp, sleep...

ask me why i nvr revise? yeah.. a dotZz.. a dotZz.. and.. a dot-dot-dot!

concusion:
today is a fking day..

Friday, September 5, 2008

glup.. glup.. glup... ah~~

recently, i was so lazy.. feeling i was so unmotivated.. dat's y, i drew sumtg to inspire myself to gain more energetic and lively while studying!
feel like expressing sumtg like street art, so i drew it out as below... (inspired by deviantart.com)

- coca de cola -

p/s1: not helping that particular soft drink to advertise lol...
p/s2: to all my fellow frens.. be inspired and prepared for the exam!
p/s3:i have to say NO to dotA. (cant stand its seduction.. i'm playing now.. lol.. =-=)

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

Famine30 饥饿三十

Last saturday and sunday, it was the famine30 camp! and i managed to get myself into it, lotsa fun there.. and memories with new friends, the feeling of hunger, cold rain, hot sun and mosquitoes bites @@

i was the one of the ten group leaders for the camp..
i created name for my group ( the most number of campers among other groups - 14 persons ) : mouse ( based on the animal theme )
purpose? mouse has its own strength and ability to immune to serious deadly viruses, it represents activeness and agility too! currently in news, India government is trying to formulate a way to help improve the starvations which are happening among the lower standard people, guess wat?! they used rat or mice to feed the poor. surprised?! the meat of mice or rat has a high content of protein though..

this is how my group flag looks like ( my design XD ) :

- summore got Serene's signature on the bottom right... muahaha.. -

we played some exciting and mind-challenging game as well.

- the so-called 'house' we built -

- omg! our mouse flag on rubbish??? -

- the Yeo's soya ( count the number of my group member XD ) -

- blurry image of my group members doing... erm.. wat are they doin? lol -

- my very SS so-called "ama" is SSing with another friend on the RHS ( caught in action! ) -

- my group member : shu min, jia wen, yu fong -

- the committees of the DIY Famine30 camp standing on stage! -


After some very syok moment dat night, i lost a bit of my voice for being too high ( in chinese : 超high~~ ) and cheering hard for the performances lol...
here's 1 video i managed to catch on tape:

- Serene's singing -

Next day, we woke up at 6.30am, after some sharing moments, we prepared ourselves to Bkt Jalil Hockey Stadium to meet up with other campers from other states!
- reached Bkt Jalil! -

- Kenny's 'Si Lang Heng' -

- image 1 at Stadium Bkt Jalil -

- image 2 at Stadium Bkt Jalil -

- Gary from 8tv standing right in front of me -

There's still many more artist who came to support and entertained us.. Malaysian Idol Daniel李吉汉, John黄俊源, Yise罗忆诗, Desrey陈诗丽, Tate曾国辉 and so on... yet i dun have the photos as there was heavy raining... look at the sky of the photo of Gary叶俊棽, so dark~
and dat's the prove!

Luckily i was able to record down the MVP of the day.. Michael a.k.a Guang Liang 光良! haha..



- 光良· 勇气 -



- 光良·童话 -

Will be missing you guys, all of the campers of SJK (C) Tiong Hua Kok Bin!
Throughout the camp, i've learned to appreciate and cherish everything around us.

~May God Bless All~

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

the MPs

well, recently making all MPs for our seniorz.. i seldom take photos.. i wil try to get more frm my frenz and upload here..

- bowling club's farewell gift, nice lerh -

- art club's MP, eating in sunway chicken buffet -

p/s : the most delicious food we had in chicken buffet is my mum's homemade cheese cake! o.O


Saturday, August 16, 2008

人生·黑暗


一个礼拜的假期
我的节目都排满了:

在家就得追上那些我拼是没去理会的课本;
到学校有国庆日的筹备;
还有饥饿三十队长训练,
下个礼拜就是饥饿三十营。

我很忙!
也很累!

9月尾,好像是我们年终考
要是真的话,惨惨惨!
化学、数理、数学的那些方程式
就足以把我压得扁扁

form6!
是另一个
完完全全很陌生的人生阶段
课业的沉重,
课外活动的烦忙。

在high school的日子
仅现实又黑暗
真的很恐怖!
连亲爱的校长、副校长们
都是戴着面具的家伙
满脑袋钱、钱!

勾心斗角
也算是我在那间学校
学到一样最最最。。。(无法形容)的东西!

为什么?!Mengapa?! Why?!


Tuesday, August 12, 2008

olympic fever - lamelifting

Today, is my 2nd physic PEKA time.. we were given 3 period time to finished it.. yet, bcos of some reasons, we did it in 4 period time..

1st reason : we owez talk about holes and batang

2nd reason : we used 1 period to walk to physic lab ( distance of the physic lab from my class is directly proportional to the time )

a) hypothesis : as time ticks away, the distance becomes greater ( lazy to go )
b) discussion : we should off the light and fans to prevent scolding from teachers
c) conclusion : the above statement can be ignored as im talking cock here... =-=

3rd reason : we eat in lab..

4th reason : Olympic fever!

the belows are some photographs as a prove to the tragedy...

- 1st of all, let me introduce myself, im 'ghost ghost' that cost RM4.90, call me GG -

- pose** ( 'horse little slow' just walk into my SS photo ><") -

- chong yi got Olympic "fever" and lost mood of even facing our physic teacher -

- lamelifting training starts here! ready pose to lift the 0.5kg flywheels -

- pose of glory and the moment of truth. Glad** -

after these monstrous trainings, GG is unavailable for any other wicked smiling photos...


~ The End ~

Sunday, August 10, 2008

就因为 。。。

爱,
令我,
灵感在
心灵徘徊;
让我体会到,
艺术的来源点。

恨,
让我,
受折磨;
心灵创伤,
医治不了的
那隐形的伤痕。

就因为爱,
我学会了许多;
也因为爱,
我失去的更多。

每次的记忆复习,
都让我想到
那可爱的微笑;
那天真的脸孔。

也就因为这样,
爱与恨的交叉点
我再也分不清了。 。 。

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

High post and hard work just for 10 marks in STPM?!

crazy enough, i hold high posts in several clubs in my school...
Science : vice president
MTE ( Majlis Tingkatan Enam ) : naib setiausaha
Rukun Negara : setiausaha

i got lower posts also...
Seni : ketua papan notis
Bowling : wakil tingkatan

im glad i got lower posts, guess wat?? that 2 secretary posts is driving me nuts.. NUTS!!!
average 1 day i nid to type 2 documents... now rukun negara club's teacher is rushing me to finish 1 documentation about the pelancaran bulan kemerdekaan event in 1 week time, and i nid to find photos, speeches, name of anonymous and millions of word typing..

and for the MTE, the laporan tahunan was like, the thickness of 2 textbook.. stunned??! dat's the 1st reaction when i saw that documents..

and all these WONDERFUL things, ONLY worth maximum 10 marks for the STPM marks...

worth it onot, you decide!

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

design for my school's bulan kemerdekaan banner

below picture is my masterpiece :any comment?? hope u like it.. and hope my school penolong kanan ko-ko like it 2.. =p

Monday, July 28, 2008

ßε nσ ƒΣªR

I wish, i wish, and i dream.. everytg wasnt true.. the dark memories.. is just a halluciantion or a mirage..

listening to some songs.. it doesnt make me chill. thinking of wat is the main purpose for mankind to live on this earth...

my life went miserable recently.. form6 is not rili dat piece of cake after all.. i miss everytg that happened when i was in secondary.. EVERYTG

is u.. i rili miss the moment with u.. yet i know.. u wont read dis..

complicated and yet systematically, i could easily replay the memories.. and this is why, everytg looks like a movie.. a film that was rolling to bring satisfaction to audience.. i know, it's not a real entertaining movie. perhaps...

3 yrs passed.. the memories.. nvr fade away completely.. we are so near.. yet so far..


Above the sky
Is blue blue cloud
She was there
Hiding behind them
Irony took over
The tremendous view
Engaged with shadows on the land
Realm of humanity
Under the eye of mother earth

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

progress of prom part 1 : planning

erm... i'm organizing a prom, with my team member of total 12 person. process in progress ... ..

date: 19th july 2008
time: 6.30pm til late
venue: KEC putra ballroom
ticket price: a) person package
-rm45 each person by 3rd of july
-rm50 each person by 18th of july
-rm60 each person on 19th of july
b) table package
-rm400 each table ( 10 person ) by 3rd of july
-rm450 each table ( 10 person ) by 18th of july
-rm540 each table ( 10 person ) by 19th of july
type and color of wear: (semi-formal) red, black, white



and here's some snapshot on wat we were doin recently...














jeannie, chia heng(project manager) and me discussing some details in bukit raja jusco. photographer : chor yau














discussing more details with senior committees in eng ann mamak! count the number of cup we had...














susin (left) , yong sheng ( senior committee ), chia heng. discuss in progress...














sunday morning in skul... me, jun wei, jeannie, susin, sallyn, chia heng, and chung guan ( fingers with ring) lol.... look at all of us.. the facial expression so weird...

and lastly, after we met our president of all senior committees and showed him our proposal, every1 went home... and left me, chor yau, chia heng and president... guess wat our president did just to avoid a long distance walk since our skul's side gate had been locked.

ready??
1....
2.......



3...................














person in yellow in chor yau, person in white shirt and black stripes in our PRESIDENT!!! wat he doin????! climb over the wall illegally... and the metal is so sharp.. i was so wory bout him.... just in case....... muahaha... dis is the prove! lol... sry president.... >.<