a naive little animal
Wondering in your heart and soul
I've always been waiting
for your attention
I hate
when only ignorance that you gave me
I'm like a boy
I do care about you
yet sometimes temper controls over me
It's been unfair for you
but what am I
when you disappears out of sudden into nowhere
I feel like a lost puppy
looking for a warming house
to be as a home
at least a shade for the sun and rain
But I'm just a 20 year old boy
too matured enough to be immature
and yet immature to be matured
I feel, I seal and I heal
all by myself.
It's time for me to push myself further
beyond what I was capable of
and become what I've never expected in the future
For the time being
I could only bow to the reality of the life.
