Dear Sister

Dear Sister,

Ever since your presence, my peaceful life shattered into pieces. From the day you learned to talk, you learned to argue with me. When you started to walk, you started to block my way of life by stepping on my head. My tolerance, paid me injuries, bruises, pain and scars. I was just trying to live my life, alright? Stop those fuck up would ya?

Friends around always curious for the reason I can't get along with my sister. I smiled. When we were outside of our home sweet home, you pull down your beautiful shinning mask with a totally different personality as if you are Ichigo in Bleach. Your charming smile, your cute way of talking, melts everyone's heart. What they didn't see is the Mr Hyde of yours, and I'm the only witness. Yet, I could only sympathize those noobs, that still getting along with you. Your literally "boyfriend", your lovely "sisters" and those flies and bees that constantly messaging you for 24-7.

My belongings? Nah... My surf pants, my T-shirts, my jackets, my school shoes, just almost everything, were all been 'dis-virgin-ise' by your lovely lotion scent. I wonder it takes how long for my underwears to take their turns... You said your closet don't have much choice, so you BORROW from me without my permissions. Now I tell you what! In fact, you are given too much of choices until it reaches certain point that you can't made up your dinosaur mind. Your cloths were probably 4 times more than mine. And when I wear the same thing for functions, you start complaining that I looked dull as I always pick the same shirts and jeans. May I ask? When you are 'borrowing' my belongings, does that cross-over your ostrich mind? I don't think so, pal.

You are twice of my size, and of course, you are smart too. Whenever parents not in, you are just a computer freak, facing the computer from the moment I haven't even open my eyes until 7 in the evening? Gosh you have a strong eye-sight! No wonder you wear a contact lenses. And when the clock is ticking, you only start tidying up the house, sweeping the floor, mopping the floor and bla-bla-bla. Whenever you need my help, you would soften your voice, purring all the way to please me like a adorable pussy-cat, in other way round, whenever you don't need me, you acted like a persian cat, hissing, meow-ing and show its sharp damage-doing claws.

As for me? Have I been given respect as a elder brother? Let me answer that A-B-C question. The answer is NO. You are just treating me like a toy. You want it, you play it ; you tired of it, you can only find me in the rubbish sites. Arguments between us, full of verbal vulgarity. The words that came out of your salivary mouth, almost unbelievable. I told some of my best friends about it, they too gave me an eye-popping, jaws-loosening expression.

I'm sicked and tired of it! Now no matter what fucking accident or incident happened to you, Sorry, It's NONE of my business. Hands clean, hands off~ I will only say, God Bless...

Everytime I promised myself not to be nice to you anymore, my heart just won't listen to me. But when a sleeping volcano erupted, the damages done is just massive. Things are different this time. I ain't playing 'masak-masak' this time, you got me? No fucking conversation, no eye contact, NOTHING! You've got served!

I knew, my parent would be sad if they read this very article. Sorry mum and dad! I'm doing cool here, all just me, me and me. Things were irreversible, you will get used to it, mum and dad. When I'm done with my studies, I'm done with this sister. No more staying under the same roof!




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It's a shame, wasn't it?


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I've lost every hope on this sister... But nevermind, I've gained back my way of life as a better conclusive ending... Oh ya, this will be the last time I address you as SISTER.

Just Irony , Just Emo

Yeah, whatever~

Just feel like crapping here


After a exam Tsunami, I guess I'm free for the moment. Before I have to make my holiday plan and catch up everything i missed out for this year?

People were studying before Chemistry paper that just happened to be on today, doing the last summary review and memory refresh. What I've done? My heavy head was on my cushion-stuff item hanged on my pencil box. Hello, is a 'School-Time-Pillow', probably for about, 2hours?


"Wow VT, you've just rejuvenated yourself and I guess that's it, you are so well-prepared for the Chemistry paper, aren't you?" One of my classmate asked.

"Yeah, you could say that too. If I was recharged just then, is it useful where no knowledge can be applied as my brain went blank? Not more than 15% of the whole god damn Chemistry knowledge I've got, dude, what makes you think that I was fully-prepared? Everything is just so Fucked-up!" I replied.

"Nah, you are just faking around." He added.

"LOL?!" I was trying very hard to control my temper. I walked away eventually.




凸（=-="）凸



Throughout the exam week, I downloaded few love-themed movie. I watched it, I emo-ed. Thoughts appeared in my mind.

"Is it that love will only show its 'perfectness' beyond the shadow of death?"

"Why is love role-played in those movies always related to death?"

"Will that happened to me?"

Yet, the answers can be found in nowhere. As I was watching the actors grieved for their loved one, my cheeks gone wet and I got a little running nose for some reason.



I am posting this around 3.15am, and a 30 minutes MUET listening part is some where around the corner, few hours later. Another 4hours and 30minutes to sleep in class... Feel the sensation...

birthday or birdday?

Definition of birthday, probably is one of the most complicated question in the world. Dude, believe it or not!

1) ones' day of birth

2) ones' mother's day of hardship

3) ones' guilty day ( for causing his/her mother to suffer in the process of offspring-producing )





What's more?! The first day of final exam falls with extra-accuracy on my birthday! Cheers and gratz me please... Anyone? Considering the subjects tested were the easier one. General Paper and MUET essay writting. Gosh! That freaking MUET essay, I almost couldn't finish it. WTH man... And for the General Paper, i guess not much problem for me and also my classmate. duh!



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Section D

Please fill-in the blank with the MOST suitable answer.

The following days which are going to test the knowledge of Pure Mathematics, Extravaganza Chemistry and Fully-formulated Physics. Oh yeah! Bring it on babe. Those 3 subjects are the EASIEST subjects _________________ . That's why I L.O.V.E it...


a) -
b) to score
c) to fail
d) to fall asleep
e) to get high ! (definitely not this answer)

The End of the Paper. Good Luck in picking the correct answer!

Jay Chou

i drew him.. since i so free and slack at home everyday.. lol.. any comment? i know the head is a bit big.. haha.. forgive me.. i got problem in measuring the ratio..

c'est la vie

My life...

Studies...


Lost in the midst of exams...



Love...


Vanished beyond my imagination...



Friendship....

When I was emo-ing...

A tap on my shoulder
A comfort from friends around me
A laughter of joy
A support

All of 'em
The reasons why I choose to accept the way of my life...













C'est la vie...

disappointment

MPPTE

As what I believed, each and everyone of MTE member tried their very best to make the event success. The outcome is rather a disappointment though. After the event, dilemma haunt me like a ghost automatically. Frankly speaking, IT SUX!

Any objection? I guess the answer is no. Stared on my name tag before I took it off from my uniform, questions popped-out in my brain.

"So this is it? After what we have done?"
I felt asleep eventually.

I would like to ask, what is post mortem? Is a meeting in which every AJK have to attend and discussion is made after every events, right? What's more? Segala kesilapan harus dibincangkan agar tiada kesilapan yg sama berlaku pd masa kelak. Don't you agree? Yet, post mortem held in the MTE room today, 7 person disappeared into thin air. Afraid of being scold? Or so sia suey untill don't have the guts to face us? I hope YOU BETTER BE TRUE OF WHAT EVER REASON GAVE FOR NOT TURNING UP!

Everyone has its own role, human do mistakes. Just admit it la! I confessed. There's lots of grammatical error in my invitation for each upper six class. Is it so hard to admit your fault?
I really really hope that you all can coperate and give commitment to MTE. Any dissatisfaction, the door is always there for YOU, self-serve pls !

We are indeed great potential and skillful team. Communication is the key factor. I am not blaming whose fault. What I want is the semangat! The willingness when making one activity. The teamwork. The friendship. I understand that this is our first activity as we all are just inexperienced for major event in new environment.

Re-consideration of mentality. Re-arrangement of attitude. Re-charge your spirit. And vroooom!
Guys, let's make a difference...

15days plan

Final exam is just around the corner. 15days more to go. It seems like I have finally found the push for myself. Study has almost become my daily routine, I promise, for the sake of just about anything, I will study hard and finish these 2 years of Form6 life.

Time Table for myself :

Morning 6am~1pm - Schooling

Afternoon 1pm~7pm - Tuition, extra-curricular activities, rest at my grandma house. (I've trained myself not to slack between this time range)

Night 7pm~1am - TV (couple of minutes) > Homework > revise! > Computer session > zzZ

Credits to Kai Jun, whom teaches my Physics.
Credits to Thiam Chun, my maths guide.
Credits to Sheng Yu, a rather Chemistry Pro.
Credits to my classmate. You all inspired me to be a hardworking learner.
Credits to my thinking. It's you that makes me to gain the willingness.

Sometimes, school teachers are just ordinary talkers. They are just another hopeless species appeared in front of my eyes. There are exceptional though.

school finally reopen

Holiday finally ends. I was thinking of things i've done in holidays. Is countable with my 10 fingers. LOL..

I did revise A LITTLE ( and i mean it.)

I went to Sunway Pyramid and buy some new cloths for my cousin's wedding, and met Ah Beng there so coincidently. ( Happy ^^ )

The rest of it, is rather time-wasting activities. ( you know what i mean =-=" )

Tomorrow is monday. Have to put on those unnecessary school uniform tie and it's freaking hot! Boring~

Another 15 days i will face a stupid dilemma. 20th Oct. It's 1st day of lower6 year-end exam. Guess what?? It's my 17th BIRTHDAY... yea it's not sweet year for me to celebrate that stupid birthday. LOL. =-="

-sms'ing in canton bay restaurant lol-
-my sister took this photo miscellaneously (hungry lerh, why food haven't served yet?)-

-tasting the mango sago... perfecto!-

-this is what i called mango sago-

-eating ifu mie ( sort of seafood + fried mee )-

-err.. lol?-



p/s: my sister edited those photo. Memandangkan she so SS, i will give her a surprise!
-tada! her SS photo is here!-

awarded lol?

Special thanks to Eva, lol..
Okay, i accept the award, but i don't know how to award other people la. Looking the list of awarded blog in Eva's blog. I do agree, lol.. So, i no need to nominate any other blogger, uh, is that okay? aiks.. haha..

I've put this picture on my storymode~
Once again, thanks ya, Eva... XD

silent wish

Memories can make a person sick or happy. It depends. For me, it's rather a soothing and memorable one. Yet i knew, those were irreplaceable. If i was given a second chance, will i make the same mistake(s)?

The most memorable, as usual, was the happiest, sweetest, and most lovely memories. In my life history, yea i guess i did have one... er... may be two. One was my first love, the puppy love as many adults say. It reminds me a girl, that has lead me to brighter side of life. My maths improved drastically? Yeah... She helped me a lot on study. I passed my PMR with kinda flying colours (8As) for the sake of her. XD

Thanks, JL.


Second one? haha... It's been stored deeply in my heart. Erm.. how should i describe?? She's a cousin of one of my friend? Yeah. Still remembered that the first look ignited the sparks within my heart. =-=
The heartbeat. The warmth on my face. The sweet smile. The dream. Everything. Although i could only enjoy such feeling for about not more than 2 months, it's definitely a huge satisfaction.

every time i visit your blog, i feel relieved ; as long as u are alright, as far as my life goes on. And of course, the Silent Wish will not fade off.

It's u, L.



the person who loves coffee,
~bangkia~

Piracy vs Original

Piracy vs Original

Recently, Jay Chou's album is coming out! But yet, online piracy is just so AWESOME for the sake of uh... i mean it's really freaked me out! Crazy enough, i heard that my friend got the whole complete album within 1 night?! What's more?! It's totally FREE!! Damn! and these phenomenon happens before the debut though...

And, if this doesn't reach a certain kind of persuasion among my blog readers, believe it or not, u may go to google search, and enter keyword such as Jay Chou new album song, or 周杰伦 魔杰座, the search will show u a surprising result!

I made myself a comparison between piracy and original as there's so much of piracy activities out there, making profits and build gold mountains behind their house..


speed
piracy wins

endurance
original wins

supporter
piracy wins

price
piracy wins

quality
no win nor lose

final score
piracy wins by 3-1

but... so what?! I AM still and forever will support the original ones... blek Xp
what can u do to me?

if i shout on the street, "i am holding an original copy of Jay Chou new album!!"
what's the consequences? nothing.

how if, i shout that, "i am selling piracy DVDs or CDs of Jay Chou new album!!"
everyone will start coming towards me, but not punch me and bring to me police, who knows, i might build my own gold mountain!!!