I can't say that I can totally understand how you feel
but at least I know how it feels like
when you're not getting support from your family
to persue your dream
especially Gen-Y like us...
It's been a while
since your blog last update
I am glad
to have you by my side
I know you're not like those typical girls
YOU ARE SPECIAL
you don't play with barbie
you crazy about
muscle cars
police superbikes
bloody scenes in the movie
heavy beat of hitz musics
RPG games
you are like my buddy
my siblings
my game mate
my shit talker partner
yet none of the above
can really describe
the role you are playing in my life
no one can understand that kind of feeling
except you, and I.
It's true.
that we only know each other for not more than 2 months
Contradically, we constantly have hell a lot of cock topics to talk about
I believe,
we are enjoying how and what we are right now, hopefully. Isya-allah! (LOL! amen!).
Last week has been like a heavenly week for me
even though I ACCIDENTLY overslept and skipped 1 class
procrastinated some assignments
Too many things happened
( memories between us that I don't feel like sharing it to public as it involved sia sueyness and craziness! XD )
in just 1 week.
I love to do
things that usually seldom exist in reality
that is just found in either love novels or movies
cos I just enjoy seeing you smile, happily yet surprisingly.
I indeed look idiotic, somehow
I sound hentai, sometimes
I talk like a bird, I admit.
but other than that
I find no other way that is best describe how I feel towards you
so strong
so deep
It never happen in my life before
not even in my past love life
It just sparks out
because of a very extraordinary YOU!
Everytime I miss you
I'll close my eyes
trying my very best to recall every moment we been together
that's the only way I could surpress the feeling of missing you.
It's been a while
I stop playing piano.
until I met you
I try to recall everything I've learn in the past
just to please your ears
let you enjoy in the melody I played
I put 1 sugar jar in your heart
hopefully I could add honey into it, day by day, bit by bit
so that today will be sweeter than yesterday
and tomorrow will be even better than today
continuously.
I made 1 important decision in my life today
I never had such a dream
I am not like those big dream alpha male
yet these few days
I drew myself a plan
to at least have a stable income
a better financial power
to learn more new things
so that I could be a giant bold tree standing steadily beside you
providing shade
supplying nutrient
nuturing little plant like you
It's been a while
since my last english post
Getting addicted to BEP's Don't Stop the Party
... to be continued
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