疯狂

一个人

独自从火车站走回家

我以为

只有我那么疯狂

没想到你

竟然

敢敢从家

没什么经验地

就开车来我家

你

比我还疯狂～

真是的…

赢了咯～

XD

我想…应该是吧

第一次

我不懂得应该用什么词语

来形容一个人

我只能说

她

很特别

第一次

我不懂该如何是好

心里一直有种感觉

形容不出

说不出

弹不出

画不出

也只能说

感觉很不一样

第一次

我会为一个女生

想尽办法

来搞个惊喜或什么的

只为了看到

她

笑

第一次

这样疯狂

每晚至少30分钟的电话

我才能入睡

第一次

对钱

有了改观

不会再敷衍

虽然真的很厌倦钱

但下了决定

会为你能过好一点的生活

我拼了

这种奇怪的感觉

就是真爱吗？

神啊～

但愿一切顺利。

抱

把你抱在我怀里的那一刻

温温暖暖地把你紧拥抱着

真不知道没有你怎么办了

只是很确定地爱上了这个

其实我有看到你的部落格

只是我太厉害装傻扮懵了

每一天只能妄想着盼望着

期待着等着看见你的时刻

不会忘记

心头的温暖

旁观者言

很深刻的回忆起

朋友对我说的一句话：

“我感觉得到你对她，

很不一样，

看你和她聊电话时，

我看到的是一种兴奋和笑容，

而这份兴奋，

是我之前看你和其他女生在一起时所感觉不到的。

我觉得你…

应该是找到你寻觅很久的那一位了！”

刹那间

我愣了一下

朋友和我分享了好多好多

也让我领悟到了

是时候

真的需要好好计划一下我的未来

不能再像以前那样

因为满脑子

只想着让你幸福、快乐、无忧无虑地

和我一起走下去

平底鞋女孩

我喜欢的

并非穿着靓丽

价值不菲的晚装

很女人味的

我疼的

是不做作的

在我面前

完全表现出自己的

我爱的

不需要常常打扮

不需要化妆画到像艺伎

不需要委屈自己去穿高跟鞋的

心里，

住了一位平底鞋女孩

14, You and I

6.14.2011

it's our 1st month.

since the date you put ur faith on me.

You often tell me

you're not as tender as ordinary girls.

yet the tenderness within your strength

isn't something that everyone could've discovered.

You're independent

acting like a big boss in the public

but sometimes

you could present a 180 degree total change of personality

and lean on my shoulder like a little girl.

There are times

you asked me why am I so pampering you?

I couldn't answer.

It has been a natural response

a kind of feeling that you should be given a better treatment

that's why I couldn't bear to see you in bad situations.

I'll be there

every time problems come to you

whenever you're feeling negatively.

Every bit of moment

we earned

it's still fresh in my mind.

and so...

14, You and I

uniquely different

unusually special

Love stories

that are to be continued...

花言鸟语

偷偷地

我惯性地用我的左手

握着你的右手

调皮的你

却握紧了拳头

嘴角露出了一丝奸笑

“哈哈哈… 牵不到咧……”

你，说的一副很得意的样子。

“这样才好啊……”

我很认真地说道。

“哦？”

你的sotong脸出现了，仿佛知道我又要说什么鸟话了。

“这样，我就能用我的手，捉完你的整只手了咯……”

essay not less than 500 words

It's a new semester for you

I can't say that I can totally understand how you feel

but at least I know how it feels like

when you're not getting support from your family

to persue your dream

especially Gen-Y like us...

It's been a while

since your blog last update

I am glad

to have you by my side

I know you're not like those typical girls

YOU ARE SPECIAL

you don't play with barbie

you crazy about

muscle cars

police superbikes

bloody scenes in the movie

heavy beat of hitz musics

RPG games

you are like my buddy

my siblings

my game mate

my shit talker partner

yet none of the above

can really describe

the role you are playing in my life

no one can understand that kind of feeling

except you, and I.

It's true.

that we only know each other for not more than 2 months

Contradically, we constantly have hell a lot of cock topics to talk about

I believe,

we are enjoying how and what we are right now, hopefully. Isya-allah! (LOL! amen!).

Last week has been like a heavenly week for me

even though I ACCIDENTLY overslept and skipped 1 class

procrastinated some assignments

Too many things happened

( memories between us that I don't feel like sharing it to public as it involved sia sueyness and craziness! XD )

in just 1 week.

I love to do

things that usually seldom exist in reality

that is just found in either love novels or movies

cos I just enjoy seeing you smile, happily yet surprisingly.

I indeed look idiotic, somehow

I sound hentai, sometimes

I talk like a bird, I admit.

but other than that

I find no other way that is best describe how I feel towards you

so strong

so deep

It never happen in my life before

not even in my past love life

It just sparks out

because of a very extraordinary YOU!

Everytime I miss you

I'll close my eyes

trying my very best to recall every moment we been together

that's the only way I could surpress the feeling of missing you.

It's been a while

I stop playing piano.

until I met you

I try to recall everything I've learn in the past

just to please your ears

let you enjoy in the melody I played

I put 1 sugar jar in your heart

hopefully I could add honey into it, day by day, bit by bit

so that today will be sweeter than yesterday

and tomorrow will be even better than today

continuously.

I made 1 important decision in my life today

I never had such a dream

I am not like those big dream alpha male

yet these few days

I drew myself a plan

to at least have a stable income

a better financial power

to learn more new things

so that I could be a giant bold tree standing steadily beside you

providing shade

supplying nutrient

nuturing little plant like you

It's been a while

since my last english post

Getting addicted to BEP's Don't Stop the Party

... to be continued

原来这种感觉不叫心掉

“我的手有你的味道了咧…”

你，很可爱地说。

“那么，再牵久一点咯……这样你回家就可以继续闻到我的味道咯…哈哈哈……”

我又开始讲你所谓的‘鸟话’了。

“那…我回家赶快洗手咯… muahahaha…”

你又开始调皮了起来。

“okay咯… 我sad了…”

我开始嘴嘟了一点点。

“哈哈哈哈哈……”

今天

你吻了我的脸颊

我才知道

之前所谓的心掉

是起鸡皮疙瘩前

心里超

high感觉

like a G6