Friday, June 11, 2010

piercing heart

I've changed, recently.

emo.

down.

self-hatred.

and all sorts of negative thinking.


I realised.

my ability to adapt is poor.

he's the person that far beyond my level

whom I could not reach.


I've awaken.

eyes were opened.

dreams were broken.


I've to constantly make myself

knowledgeable

and

pick up what I am losing right now.


Words could heal

yet it will too, make us ill.

Cruel and harsh reality for being weak.


I've gotta make myself match with his speed.

better,

catch up and pick up.

but,

How?



save me.
anyone?

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