my life

my life.. as dull as grey..
ever since i quit sum time-consuming on9 games.. my life turn out to be soooo ordinary dat i think i would get bored to death..

i download sum stupid movie and drama.. watch it every midnite.. laugh as if every1 wont hear.. =-="
and guess wat, it's 4am in the morning?! wth..

sumtimes, i rili wonder, why time flow in lightning speed when i dun wan it to be, and flow as tortoise when i wan it to be fast... argh.. get a life..

blog is the onli entertainment for me now i guess.. after sum heart breaking news happened on me, i see things clear now.. how clear?? crystal clear duh... sum how, life is like music, there's begining wher every1 is blur about, chorus part which every1 knows how to sing, and ending part which every1 hate to listen ( it's hard to say gudbye ) ..

up and down, is part of our life.. every stepping stone, is a path, a way dat lead us to success..
nex monday, 12 of may, form6 starts.. am i rdy?? but all i m thinking is just to go to new environment, take a glimpse on new gals.. lolZ.. can say i hamsap?? pls dun.. i stil a kid.. 16 yrs old ^_____^

i read bout sum horoscope reading in email, it says dat, a libra man, at teens age, he wil hav many many many gals around him ( why i dun hav?? ) , he cant choose and differentiate properly and clearly btwin girl's fren and girlfren... ( is kinda true =p )

when there's choice, and at 1 time, i cant rili pick.. dat's the problem i was and i am stil facing it all the time.. is dis cal flirt?? in my own terms, i dun think so, cos i nvr even touch them laa..

everyday, my life is just, TV, online, drama, games, tuition, hmwk of many subject :
i) brain twister - maths
ii) logical thinking - chemistry
iii) weirdy and blur equations - physics
iv) political - general paper

and lastly..

v) meaningless - MUET

wat can i say? sleep more laa.. average 1 day, i can slp more dan 12 hours.. i slp around 3~4am, wake up around 11am, after breakfast, watched sum TV programmes, i slp again, 12pm onwards to 2pm.. wake up, bath, den eat again, then rush to tuition ( if there's any ).. if not, i slp until 4pm.. slp slp slp.. dream dream dream.. and with dat, i blif, not more dan half a year, my life wil be ruined.. peace for me {=-=}V

nonono, i was bull shyting.. haha.. dat's my life in holiday time.. after all these craps, i found out and made myself a conclusion... im just slackers and worms after all.. sux!! ops.. wrong.. left out 3 words..

SUCKS TO THE MAX!!!

feelings frm heart

well, actually, i prefer my posts in english.. haha.. is kinda weird dat after 1 month of resting frm blogging.. recently heading for form6 though.. isit real tough?? i couldnt tell.. cos, for me, every subject is just another twist of brain.. if i could put more effort on it.. if the lazy worm inside my body can get off frm me.. if.. and if..

since i stop working 1 month ago, everyday and nite, i play online games, slack at home.. doin ntg.. for wat?? i myself rili dunno.. is like lost in sum ways.. form6, are u my saviour?? can u save me and lead me to maturity?? although im 16 stil.. =-=
but environment made me to behave as if i was 18.. isit a way? gimme a break..

actually, i rili love drawing.. love more than i love a gal.. but, ever since my parent told me dat they couldnt support me, all hope gone.. they couldnt afford me, and dis is the main reason.. sadly..

i undstd how they feel, they sure feel regret and feeling hard to disappoint me.. but they promise me to earn more and send me to art academy once i graduated my U.. thx mummy and daddy.. i know u both work hard just to gimme a gud life..

hmm.. it's been a long time nvr post such long things.. looks like i hav gain all my sentiments bck.. i hope these sentiments, can gimme sum inspiration in drawing.. cos, slowly, i lost interest in drawing.. i rili fear dat there's a day dat i quit drawing.. drawing is my life.. i muz not lose to fate, i muz not lose to any kind of harsh reality.. jia you, bangkia!