The Reason

I find no reason,

to continue being suck in creativity.

always get demoralised seeing a god doing things beside me.

I find no reason,

for me to share it to anyone.

it's personal after all.

I find no reason,

to stop doing what I was trying so hard to go after.

so what if not straight?

I find no reason,

for me to stop thinking about it.

it has been a part of me since.

I find no reason,

to get lazy.

thinking back on that, have I even try my best?

The date is coming near.

I found a reason for me,

for me to persue

for me to help

for me to share

and it's time for me to listen to her heart.

to find out the real reason.

blank! Yeah Right

I'm back!

But things got kinda miserable these few days. Friend broke up. I got stucked in the valley of my life. Don't get any idea of going anywhere or decision making.

These few days,

too many fucking things bordered me all around.

Idiotic direct sales calling me non stop almost everyday, and 5 times per day + 1 silly SMS.

Overloaded assignment with limited time and ideas.

Working on Saturday morning which I used to stick my head in my blanket in that particular period of time.

Out of nowhere more and more people keep buzzing around me which I hate the most especially when I am trying my best to do my assignment.

Phone buzzing non stop when I was trying to listen to music. Music keep on stuck here and there.

RM60 earphone broken.

Tired, yet insomnia somehow.

Something changed.

Persuing new things. New target. New style. Trying my best (Very Best to be exact) to think out of the box.

Everyday playing hard rock / techno / trance / house / clubbing / remix songs to release tension(s).

Decide to come back to my blog to write, definitely a good choice.

Things just seem so wrong sometimes. fuck yeah!

My mind is jammed, full with junks and routines which I disgust.

Question of the day :

How to convince a person to become straight like what normal homo sapiens do? It's just unbelievable to belief the fact. WWWWWHHHHHHYYYYYYY??

-knn.fuckyou.bouce.ThankYou-