Sunday, March 29, 2009

Unearthed Earth Hour

For the major being, the awareness campaign was being promoted in TV, radio station, newspaper, fliers, poster, magazine and so on. Ridiculously, I couldn't feel any meaning of AWARENESS in this so-called campaign. I mean, is like a trend for the modern human to be a part of it. Everyone is just trying to follow what others do, correct me if I was wrong. And you guys should be curious of where I was during Earth Hour, right? I was in the Starbucks cafe of Centro. Some minor lights were off and it's still bright enough to see the face of people over the glasses. Imagine that! I couldn't say langsung not fun, we have our own funny conversation in the cafe though. After the Earth Hour was over, we headed to Station 1 listen to some nice songs. LOL! Lame enough laa...

Nothin' special. It's all by myself.



寂寞 到底是什么颜色?
看着你笑着人家的笑话
我恨我自己无能、无奈
在冷冰冰的空气里
喝着那杯有温度的咖啡
虚伪的微笑情不自禁
在我嘴边露了出来
人家问我 “那是你的女友吗?”
我只能微笑的摇头
既无奈 又复杂
喝着最后一口我最爱的咖啡
我感觉到的竟然是反胃
你说冷气吹着你很冷
我轻轻的摸了你那冰冰的手指头
我微笑着
希望那个微笑能带给你就那么一点的温暖
看着你时不时拿出手机sms
我却不知所措
我再度微笑
因为我已忘了如何哭泣
我知道困睡的你
已经睁不开眼睛
我很努力了
怕你闷
就说一些笑话来逗你
一想到你即将离开
心情变得怪异
第二次送你回家的那种心情
只有我自己才能了解
但是我知道
我只能做的不多
也不能做多
毕竟你我只是朋友罢了~







我闭上眼睛
因为我已不知道如何微笑


Tuesday, March 24, 2009

A very long night indeed

Yesterday has been a very long night. I'm sleepless and restless. I've lost in the middle of hot and humid darkness. My mind can't stop running after having a cup of hot Nescafe. I told myself is rather useless to continue weeping. I've gotta wake up from the nightmare and face it as what man does, right? Is just a girl. A very very mysterious one. Nothin' much. Yet, my hand is writting on the Pengajian Am exercise at 4am. The next morning, I could feel a little uncomfortable in my stomach, is like a washing machine. The day, is cloudy and rainy as it looked. Cold and cruel air fills the atmosphere of my class. I could hardly cheer up since then. God, is that you? I'm here, I'm fine. Looking out from the window just beside my table, the trees were waving as wind blows. The thread-like-rain drop horizontally. My heart was poked and grew holes. The time countdowns as it ticks away just like that. It's just few days away before you leave Klang, leaving your house and leaving me behind. Questions tranquelised me. It overwhelmed me mentally and physically. I've decided. I've gotta be strong and grow up to be a man just for you. I promised. I would study hard and stay on track.



Quote : Like her while u still like her.

Saturday, March 21, 2009

发现

发现
我发现我已控制不住
每天都在胡思乱想

发现
我发现朋友变了
已经不是以前的他了

发现
我发现我很爱她
真的很爱很爱她

发现
我发现我害怕受伤
不再大胆地把爱说出口

发现
我发现我很懦弱
爱一个人很难吗?

发现
我发现时间不多
时间不容许我再考虑

发现
我发现那些道理
其实都是自欺欺人

但我却没发现
你就快离开了
害怕来不及
却开不了口
脑海里浮现着许多疑惑
到底该怎么办?




《爱一个人不一定要拥有他(她)》
我才不信有那么伟大的人
是追不到才用这些屁话来安慰自己

Thursday, March 19, 2009

Cameron Trip '09

As what you guys acknowledged, I've been to Cameron Highland for 2days 1night. I did really enjoy the trip. The bus took me 6 hours to reach the peak of Cameron Highland. Gosh! On the way up to the Cameron Highland, some of my friends got dizzy and you know laaa... 'Milk shakes' everywhere. LOL! We had some great time on top, around 2pm, we stop to had our lunch... KJ mouth so big... then we go a Temple... That's KaiWen and SinYee SS-ing... At Cactus farm, spend some money there, I just 'spam' my sleep on the bus. Then we head to pasar malam. After that, we checked in our apartment. It's already 6pm that time. See CheeYong and you will know how cold it is... We rejuvenated ourselves by taking a really really really really freezing bath. We had our gay time at my room. Around 8pm, barbeque party starts. Boys were trying to lite up fire. As for girls, they prepared some stuffs and ingredients to make the party go wild!! Imagine 5 cats looking at you bbq-ing in the freezing cold night. Haha... that's what really happened. 5 fat cats staring at your food, meow here and there. Bloody cat = =! People started to become lesser and lesser. Some sleepy. Believe me, it's real tiring moment with cold and humid wind blowing at you. We played with our vapour came out from our mouth as if we were smoking. LOL again! Around 12pm, I slept after watching 'Hollowman' on HBO. Lame = =" Samz and other friends sleep at 5am... crazy enough! Edmund, Jun Xiang, Deville lagi syok, they donate their soul and body to the cold weather by sleeping at the balcony. Damn you guys. I was wearing 2 shirts and 1 thick blanket on top of me yet I felt like insanely freezing.

Next day, we woke up at 7.30am and check out at 8.30 sharp. After we had our breakfast... we went to Teh Boh's farm, bee's farm, strawberry farm, pasar tani. Some spectacular shots were taken at the tea's farm. AhChua and WenKeat's BEST shot!!! I bought 7 little glass of strawberry jam, strawberries and a bouquet of unprocessed white roses for her. Then we went downhills around 2pm.

Reach klang 4.5 hours later. Rush to Susin house bath, then CHIONG to Je's house. Thanks to Susin, Je, Qijia and Samzz, if it wasn't because of them, I couldn't finish the roses. Even though I had really prepare myself mentally, yet when I met her, whole mind went blank, I just smile at her and gave her what I planned to. From her feedback I knew that she din't know how to react. She stunned for few seconds. Haha... Tell you guys, SO DO I!

=)


Every miles travelled, represents how unwillingly I was to become further from you;
Every trees passedby from my sight, represents how many times I think about yo
u.
The coldness of the atmosphere,
couldn't even resist a voice of yours;
The warmth that I feel, is like the heat around the barbeque,
Many faces do show up at the queue,
yet the only face that I could remember is you;
Many songs that I've repeated along the journey, yet I could hardly find a song just for you.
There were roses of multicolor,
white is the only colour as fair as you;
There were sweet apple jambu, the sweetness is not even comparable with a smile of you.
Words that I couldn't say,
will be the blacks and whites here.
and
Even if the day turns grey, you are the only person that I care.

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

It's 3.26am

OMG... I just came back from mamak-ing with friends. 3 more hours and I shall leave Klang and head towards Cameron Highlands. I try to take as many photos as I could. For some reason, I don't feel sleepy. That's why I am here crapping around. Ciaoz...




Plan to buy some thing for her, kinda miss her although she wouldn't know.

Saturday, March 14, 2009

A song that I compose

Random melodies..
enjoy.. just take some time to let it buffers... Comment pls... @@"

Friday, March 13, 2009

what I did for the last 2 weeks

Phew.. At last, MTE room's wall is done. Not much to say, enjoy the photos...




I rushed my work. done in 2weeks time...
Credits to
1) Jocelyn - MTE vice president (help me color and talk to me while I was bored)
2) Edmund Soo - MTE Event Master (help me color the switch)
3) Boon Tiong - Head of MTE QM (concern me even he's very busy)
4) Lo Chong Yee - Not a MTE member (help me on the splash and splat work)
5) Haziq - MTE member (entertain me by playing his acoustic guitar)
and others too... just that too many people liao.. MTE banzai!!