design for my school's bulan kemerdekaan banner

below picture is my masterpiece :any comment?? hope u like it.. and hope my school penolong kanan ko-ko like it 2.. =p

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I wish, i wish, and i dream.. everytg wasnt true.. the dark memories.. is just a halluciantion or a mirage..

listening to some songs.. it doesnt make me chill. thinking of wat is the main purpose for mankind to live on this earth...

my life went miserable recently.. form6 is not rili dat piece of cake after all.. i miss everytg that happened when i was in secondary.. EVERYTG

is u.. i rili miss the moment with u.. yet i know.. u wont read dis..

complicated and yet systematically, i could easily replay the memories.. and this is why, everytg looks like a movie.. a film that was rolling to bring satisfaction to audience.. i know, it's not a real entertaining movie. perhaps...

3 yrs passed.. the memories.. nvr fade away completely.. we are so near.. yet so far..


Above the sky
Is blue blue cloud
She was there
Hiding behind them
Irony took over
The tremendous view
Engaged with shadows on the land
Realm of humanity
Under the eye of mother earth

progress of prom part 1 : planning

erm... i'm organizing a prom, with my team member of total 12 person. process in progress ... ..

date: 19th july 2008
time: 6.30pm til late
venue: KEC putra ballroom
ticket price: a) person package
-rm45 each person by 3rd of july
-rm50 each person by 18th of july
-rm60 each person on 19th of july
b) table package
-rm400 each table ( 10 person ) by 3rd of july
-rm450 each table ( 10 person ) by 18th of july
-rm540 each table ( 10 person ) by 19th of july
type and color of wear: (semi-formal) red, black, white


and here's some snapshot on wat we were doin recently...














jeannie, chia heng(project manager) and me discussing some details in bukit raja jusco. photographer : chor yau














discussing more details with senior committees in eng ann mamak! count the number of cup we had...














susin (left) , yong sheng ( senior committee ), chia heng. discuss in progress...














sunday morning in skul... me, jun wei, jeannie, susin, sallyn, chia heng, and chung guan ( fingers with ring) lol.... look at all of us.. the facial expression so weird...

and lastly, after we met our president of all senior committees and showed him our proposal, every1 went home... and left me, chor yau, chia heng and president... guess wat our president did just to avoid a long distance walk since our skul's side gate had been locked.

ready??
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person in yellow in chor yau, person in white shirt and black stripes in our PRESIDENT!!! wat he doin????! climb over the wall illegally... and the metal is so sharp.. i was so wory bout him.... just in case....... muahaha... dis is the prove! lol... sry president.... >.<

form6 lifez...

ever since i started my form6 life.. my life is kinda turn upside down, totally.. when i was in form5, i nvr rili study or put effort on anytg in skul.. but form6, many frenZ and seniorZ around me had owez been so encouraging, so nice dat i just feel dat i couldnt let them disappoint. after OW, actually, form6 is just so fun compared to colleges cos at least, wat we are doin is enjoying the last 1 and a half year of schooling moment...

recently, im organizing a prom with my team members. dat's y i hav been such a busy man. seldom blog.. haha.. in other words, im lazy... =-=lll

thx to all those nice seniorZ who daily guide us and look after us.. hope our frenship doesnt end and it would be a lifelong even after graduated. time is owez not enuf for ppl who is doesnt know how to be satisfied. and dat person is me... i miss the OW moment and now, i wil cherish every second in skul with my frenZ, and of corz.. my d3ar seniorZ... T.T

my life

my life.. as dull as grey..
ever since i quit sum time-consuming on9 games.. my life turn out to be soooo ordinary dat i think i would get bored to death..

i download sum stupid movie and drama.. watch it every midnite.. laugh as if every1 wont hear.. =-="
and guess wat, it's 4am in the morning?! wth..

sumtimes, i rili wonder, why time flow in lightning speed when i dun wan it to be, and flow as tortoise when i wan it to be fast... argh.. get a life..

blog is the onli entertainment for me now i guess.. after sum heart breaking news happened on me, i see things clear now.. how clear?? crystal clear duh... sum how, life is like music, there's begining wher every1 is blur about, chorus part which every1 knows how to sing, and ending part which every1 hate to listen ( it's hard to say gudbye ) ..

up and down, is part of our life.. every stepping stone, is a path, a way dat lead us to success..
nex monday, 12 of may, form6 starts.. am i rdy?? but all i m thinking is just to go to new environment, take a glimpse on new gals.. lolZ.. can say i hamsap?? pls dun.. i stil a kid.. 16 yrs old ^_____^

i read bout sum horoscope reading in email, it says dat, a libra man, at teens age, he wil hav many many many gals around him ( why i dun hav?? ) , he cant choose and differentiate properly and clearly btwin girl's fren and girlfren... ( is kinda true =p )

when there's choice, and at 1 time, i cant rili pick.. dat's the problem i was and i am stil facing it all the time.. is dis cal flirt?? in my own terms, i dun think so, cos i nvr even touch them laa..

everyday, my life is just, TV, online, drama, games, tuition, hmwk of many subject :
i) brain twister - maths
ii) logical thinking - chemistry
iii) weirdy and blur equations - physics
iv) political - general paper

and lastly..

v) meaningless - MUET

wat can i say? sleep more laa.. average 1 day, i can slp more dan 12 hours.. i slp around 3~4am, wake up around 11am, after breakfast, watched sum TV programmes, i slp again, 12pm onwards to 2pm.. wake up, bath, den eat again, then rush to tuition ( if there's any ).. if not, i slp until 4pm.. slp slp slp.. dream dream dream.. and with dat, i blif, not more dan half a year, my life wil be ruined.. peace for me {=-=}V

nonono, i was bull shyting.. haha.. dat's my life in holiday time.. after all these craps, i found out and made myself a conclusion... im just slackers and worms after all.. sux!! ops.. wrong.. left out 3 words..

SUCKS TO THE MAX!!!

feelings frm heart

well, actually, i prefer my posts in english.. haha.. is kinda weird dat after 1 month of resting frm blogging.. recently heading for form6 though.. isit real tough?? i couldnt tell.. cos, for me, every subject is just another twist of brain.. if i could put more effort on it.. if the lazy worm inside my body can get off frm me.. if.. and if..

since i stop working 1 month ago, everyday and nite, i play online games, slack at home.. doin ntg.. for wat?? i myself rili dunno.. is like lost in sum ways.. form6, are u my saviour?? can u save me and lead me to maturity?? although im 16 stil.. =-=
but environment made me to behave as if i was 18.. isit a way? gimme a break..

actually, i rili love drawing.. love more than i love a gal.. but, ever since my parent told me dat they couldnt support me, all hope gone.. they couldnt afford me, and dis is the main reason.. sadly..

i undstd how they feel, they sure feel regret and feeling hard to disappoint me.. but they promise me to earn more and send me to art academy once i graduated my U.. thx mummy and daddy.. i know u both work hard just to gimme a gud life..

hmm.. it's been a long time nvr post such long things.. looks like i hav gain all my sentiments bck.. i hope these sentiments, can gimme sum inspiration in drawing.. cos, slowly, i lost interest in drawing.. i rili fear dat there's a day dat i quit drawing.. drawing is my life.. i muz not lose to fate, i muz not lose to any kind of harsh reality.. jia you, bangkia!

安静是为了让我们冷静

电话不再打了，
简讯也不发了；
手机也突然变得安静了。

不再问候了，
不再思念了；
我的头脑也冷静下来了。

我长大了，
人生中的再大的起伏；
我也不怕了。

我的爱呢，
我收回了；
让我好好休息，好吗？

你的游戏，
我玩累了，
想找个地方闭上眼, 我可以pause一下下吗？

情还在，
意还在；
我却找不到再爱你的勇气了，
因为我爱的人并非我的爱人。

我不再哭了，
因为流不出的眼泪，
已成为我的心雨了。。。